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6:42 am - Photos
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| Tuesday, June 30th, 2009
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3:27 pm
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dear diary,
so this guy messaged me in planetromeo. with his message he attached his private pics which composed of his whole body pic and his face pic which i realized after looking at it after a few minutes was a person to whom i had a liking when i was on my second job which i was almost fresh from college.
When i looked at his profile, he jusr had semi nude pics showing his muscular and smooth body. I messaged him back and he told me he lived in cubao. Then he gave his digits for me to call or text him to get to know more of each other. Then to confirm if i really knew him i asked for his name which in turn he replied back. And it was the name i knew of him.
The person whom i had a crush before and knew who was straight was here senind me a message in planetromeo. I was pondering really hard if he knew me by the face or totally dont recognize me. As far as i know we just had professional encounters before. So ill think about it if ill go out with him. he is asking me out to coffee. Goodluck.
hug and kisses,
tukso
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| Thursday, June 25th, 2009
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3:14 pm
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dear diary,
Last monday i met someone thru planetromeo, he messaged me and befriended me. He is cute, 29, a top and lives near sandiganbayan. it was a long conversation and the gist was that he wanted to know me more and would like to invite me to an orgy party in manila. i said i might take him in that offer. Thus we exchanged numbers.
So the following day, tuesday, he texted me during lunch that they had an orgy party that day at around 5 pm onwards and he would like for me to come and join in, i said why not. and thus he instructed me on where to meet and at what time, what kind of shirt to wear and other stuffs.
So i got to the designated place an hour earlier than what we had agreed upon. it was raining when i left home and was hesitant to leave because of it and i knew that it was gonna be a little flooded in that part of manila. So there i was waiting for him to arrive in our designated area. He arrived at almost 6 o clock. We just introduced each other and we went straight to the hotel where the party was gonna be held.
I inquired about the party the day we met at planetromeo. I asked what kind of party it was? was it like some party that some of the attendees was asked for fees to pitch in with the food or drinks or the hotel fees and other stuffs. He told me that i just needed to attend and the drink and food were free.
while walking to the hotel, he asked me if it was ok with me if i did it with an american who was 50+. i told him that i dont do it with foreigners, i like pinoys. but he said if i could try and he said that the guy has a big cock. I said i would try.
When we got to the hotel, the american was at the lobby and then we all went up at the same time. Arriving at the hotel room there were already 5 teen guys there wearing t shirts and bath towels draped around their waists. So i chit chatted with the american first while some of the guys went down to buy cigs and drinks, i showed the american sites or place to go to here in manila. After awhile the guys came back tagging along another teener that they met on the street. The guy was cute and he was just 16, but they told the guy that the kid was in his 20s.
The party started with drinks and watching porn while some of the guys cleaned themselves up. Then at around 8 pm the real party started. the american was top, two of the guys were top and the 16 yo kid was also top. So we had 4 tops and 5 bottoms.
Majority of the bottoms haggled on the 18 yo kid especially when he stripped down and got a hard on. he was well endowed down there. And he was also in heat, He fucked like there was no tomorrow. I on the other hand just decided to watch everyone especially the other bottoms and how they did and performed and just watched the youngest one in the party. He fucked like a very horny rabbit. Some of the bottoms there even lined up side by side on the bed as each one was fucked by the kid. Some of the bottoms were even very hot themselves.
So the party lasted for two hours. it was the shortest orgy party that i have ever attended actually. so after the event everyone just had small talk and then everyone started to don their clothes and cleaned up the hotel room and then went down together to go home.
Everyone got their rides to their respective places. While i on the other hand and the 16 yo kid waited for cabs that will go to our places. When the kid got a cab, he then said to me if it was ok if he got my number and vice versa, i said no problem and we exchanged digits. And then i got a cab and went home, having no sex. Till next entry.
hugs and kisses,
tukso
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| Tuesday, June 23rd, 2009
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2:25 pm
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dear diary,
hey! i missed blogging. Am still here. Alive and kicking.
Well, although its been quiet awhile since my last update here, i on the other hand havent stopped my sexcapades. The fun still goes on...
My latest conquest was last subday. it was with this 19 yo kid within our area. we met at planetromeo, he was cute, slim and white complexioned and has a huge cock.
We had sex for 3 hours. from 12 midnight till 3 am. He fucked me six times and he came in all those times. I was even excited by the thought that he kept his hard occk inside me and stayed there till the next round of fuck sessions. it was indeeed a wild night. been submissive to him and i was turned on because he was kindda rough and kinky in bed.
well the details to follow. till next time. am off to an orgy right now at malate.
hugs and kisses,
tukso
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| Tuesday, February 3rd, 2009
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10:29 am - In Memoriam
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dear diary,
an ex of mine died last january 20, 2009. and i only found out two days ago thru his friend by messaging me thru friendster which i seldom check my account. he was cremated last january 25, 2009.
a few weeks before his demise, i browsed thru my facebook account and i found him and added him to my friends list and i wished that we might see each other again and go out. was actually open to the idea of giving him a second chance after what he did the last time. i caught him two timing the last time. he actually begged to forgive him. but i was firm of not giving him a second chance. i had a principle not to go back to anyone when i left them especially that incident that i found out that he was two timing with an acquaintance.
He was just 25. I dont know the complete details of his demise yet. but i replied to his friend and asked about it, i even gave my contact details. im planning to visit his family and his ashes. his whole family knows me especially his mom and elder sister. his elder sister knows about us before and i think as well as his mom.
To Ramil, i still love you. You have been a part of my life and my heart, you will always be.
hugs and kisses,
tukso
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| Tuesday, November 18th, 2008
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11:22 pm - On A Lighter Side...
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dear diary,
hello. am still alive and still kicking my ass off. hehehehe... will post hilarious and wacky updates soon, even shocking ones i guess, will continue on with my life adventures and more...
hugs and kisses,
tukso
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11:16 pm
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dea diary,
a friend of mine died last oct 27. he just turned 27 that same month. rumors circulated that he died of AIDS. it wasnt true. he died because of lung complications which resulted to cardiac arrest.
went to his wake. what is so sad is, he left a wife and a 5 yr old kid. they didnt know about his alternative lifestlye. will miss him.
hugs and kiss,
tukso
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| Sunday, August 17th, 2008
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12:53 pm
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dear diary,
i found out that a dear friend of mine has aids... he got tested a few weeks ago... what troubles me is he is just 22... he is at the peak of everything right now... he is very hot... i feel awfully sorry for him right now...
hugs and kisses,
tukso
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| Tuesday, August 12th, 2008
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3:21 pm
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dear diary,
Final casting/auditions for a teen TV show on Aug. 16 -17, 1pm to 6pm. We need GOODLOOKING SMART guys and gals with talent, skills and charm, 18 - 22 yrs old. Venue will be at Unit 504 FSS Bldg. #20 Sct. Tuazon corner Sct. Castor, Brgy. Laging Handa, Tomas Morato Area, QC (infront of Max's in Roces.) Please bring photos & sample video if available and look for Christine or Pam. Tell them that you got the information from Manuel. Thanks.
hugs and kisses,
tukso
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| Friday, August 8th, 2008
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1:09 am - Auditions for an upcoming Teen TV Show
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dear diary,
Auditions for a teen TV show on Aug. 9 at 10 am to 6 pm and Aug. 10 at 1pm to 5pm. We need goodlooking and smart guys and gals with talent, skills and charm, 18 - 22 yrs old. Venue will be at Unit 504 FSS Bldg. #20 Sct. Tuazon corner Sct. Castor, Brgy. Laging Handa, Tomas Morato Area, QC (infront of Max's in Roces.) Please bring photos & sample video if available and look for Christine. Please text back to acknowledge and/or enlist your talent for schedule at 0918-9634501. Tell them that you got the information from Manuel. Thanks.
hugs and kisses,
tukso
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| Monday, June 30th, 2008
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11:16 am
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dear diary,
what should i write? hay...
i'm tired of wanting and needing stares coming from strangers...
last Friday... while at gateway and with friends.. my friend called my attention that this hunk gorgeous guy was staring at me taking a second look while walking... i didn't notice... i just shoved the idea off..
earlier tonight while i was at the sari-sari store buying soda in my pambahay outfit.. a guy in his long sleeves and slacks who looked like who just came from work and is going home bought a candy at the same time.. i just looked at him and thought this guy is cute and very straight.. so i dispensed the idea... and concentrated on what i was buying.. and he left when he was able to buy his candies... while i was still getting my soda and change... while walking home... across our gate in the darkness was the guy again taking a pee.. or something to that action...
when i was near our gate the guy was not really peeing but somewhat just there doing the act of like peeing.. and while i was entering our gate.. he was looking at me.. rather staring at me.. and while i got in.. he was still there staring and waiting... i just shrugged off the idea and locked the gate and went slowly in the house while looking at him... he was still looking back at me while slowly walking away... shucks a cute and straight looking guy gone away.. oh well...
if my mom was asleep in her room i would have invited him to come over and stay the night... hehehehe... oh well... tough luck...
why is it that the guys that we really want are giving us a hard time? and those that we don't want keeps on bugging us?
hugs and kisses,
tukso
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| Thursday, June 26th, 2008
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6:04 pm - Of Bottoms...
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dear diary,
what is happening to this world?
I have a profile in guys4men.com clearly stating the obvious that i'm a bottom. But it seems that several rather many of them other bottoms are still messaging me if i wanna hook up with them.
hello... certified bottom here... power bottom pa nga... can do double penetration and fisting... lol... oh well...
hugs and kisses,
tukso
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| Monday, May 19th, 2008
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3:36 pm - Weekend Madness
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dear diary,
the weekend that was!
been very busy for the past weekend.. there was a supposed event on may 22 for one of our clients but it was postponed due to the venue thus client informed us last saturday afternoon that we were holding everything because of that and to think i woke up early on a saturday to do a messengers job of picking from client's ad agency a dvd with final artwork for our tarp supplier and the guts of the guts of the girl of the creative department asking me to deliver a copy to client's office... ugh the nerve....
last sunday i went to sm north edsa to watch "what happens in vegas" then i went to the restroom to take a pee. while peeing i didn't lock my cubicle door, then a cute teenager went in then took a piss in one of the farthest urinal adjacent to my cubicle. Asi was taking a piss i was taking stolen glances to the teener. Then i saw him look at me. Our eyes met. I didnt do anything but i took my time inside the urinal then i saw him jacking off while looking at me. I just stared at him and did nothing. Then someone came in and he stopped what he was doing. I went out of the cubicle and washed my hands and went back to my chair and watched the whole movie until it finished.
After the movie, I decided not to go home just yet. I decided to go to my old hangout. So I decided to ride the bus as it has been a long time since ive rode one. As i seated in the bus, at the front seats, a guy who was in his late teens or early twenties who was sporting a t-shirt and a jersey with a big gym bag kept looking at my direction. And he was seating on a two seater seat on the edge while i on the other hand seated on a three seater also on the edge. Then i saw him again looking at the back at my direction then he seated himself beside the window and then looked at me. i on the other hand just looked at him and did nothing. then after a few minutes of me doing nothing. i saw him stood and then he seated himself right infront of me and he kept looking at me. i didnt give him any hint that i wanted to mingle with him or do small talk or whatever. as soon as i was near my bus stop i stood up and disembarked from the bus.
"maganda pa rin ang lola mo!" hahahahaha...
hugs and kisses,
tukso
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| Tuesday, May 6th, 2008
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10:35 am - Kiel
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dear diary, I was planning to go out last saturday night (May 3, 2008), but laziness had me. so i decided to stay at home and watch some dvds on justice league and chatted with friends in mirc and ym. and yet having second thoughts of going out and have sex in one of the bath houses in cubao. i was planning to go out at 10 pm, but then it turned to 11, to 12, to 1 and then to 2 am. Laziness was really in the air. Then a 17 yr old teener messaged me that he lives nearby and he wanted to meet up. But he wanted me to come to his place as he said as i was much older than he was and we can do it at his room because his mom and sister are already asleep, i told him that he can come over as i was all alone at home. but he was insistent that i should come over. so apparently after much prodding from the kid i gave in. so we decided to meet atthe gate of their village. he was tall, kindda good-looking, he was wearing jersey shorts and a white shirt you wouldn't even have a hint that he was into the gay scene or whatever. so i inquiried where he was studying and told me that he was studing in san beda. So we slipped into his house which was in darkness. he was infront of me as it was his place and i didnt want to stumble and bump into things. then we went upstairs to his room. then we undressed when we got to his room. he then prodded me to suck his dick. it was average but its smelled wonderful. then i ventured forth to his whole body sucking his nipples, his armpit, his balls, then rimming him. he was so hard and horny. he wanted to try different positions. but in the end he wanted to fuck me. we then did an ivy position, then me on top of him, spooning, wheelbarrow, the victory and we ended up with the doggie style.
and then his whole body became rigid. and he was almost coming. then he pulled it out and he wanted to come all over my body. and then he spurtes his boy juice all over my chest and face. then after wiping the cum all over me i dressed and went my way home.
hugs and kisses,
tukso
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| Monday, May 5th, 2008
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9:35 am
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dear diary,
met someone online who lived in san jose bulacan, he wanted to meet up. so i obliged to meet up with him at my place and yet i received a text from one of my regular buddies who lived nearby my place who wanted also to meet up. so idecided to tell him that i'm going out with my sister and maybe qwe might meet next time.
so the bulacan guy texted that he might come at around 4pm because it was raining at their place real hard. he arrived at around 5:30 because of traffic. he was just average looking, he didnt meet my expectations. he said that he was above average. moms really should tell their kids what they really look like and dont give them the false hope that they are the cutest or handsomest guy there is.
so i let him come in to my room and change into comfy clothes. we then lay in bed and hug. so we did it. and at the middle of doing it when we were doing the victory position. my cell rang and it was my ofcmate who was calling me. she was clarifying an e-mail by a client. i told her that it wasnt my account so i didnt know anything about it. after that we went back to what we were doing. we did 2 rounds. after that he went home.
hugs and kises,
tukso
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| Friday, May 2nd, 2008
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10:55 am - Carlo - the 7 incher guy (1st part)
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dear diary,
this is a story of carlo 1st part. just like star wars, the last three episodes were shown first before the last, so this is just like it.
i met carlo about a month ago online in guys4men. he had pictures in his account and we lived in the same vicinity or district. so i messaged him to know his exact location. he then replied to my messages. he lives 15 minutes away from me, he doesnt have a lover, stopped studying, no lovers to contend with and he was always horny as hell as i found out. he also knew my place, he informed me that he usually went near my place because he was seeing someone nearby, he informed that the person he was seeing was somewhat a fuck buddy but has a lover of sorts.
so we texted for almost a week. until one night he informed me that he wanted to see me. i told him that i cant coz i was living with my family and that they might see us and that we might get caught. but he was so insistent that he wanted to see me. so apparently i gave in to his request.
i told him that he might come at around 2 am. but he told me that its to late and that he will have a hard time going to my place at that wee hour in the morning. so he replied if he might come earlier at around midnight and if he could bring someone with him. he said that the person is a top and has a big tool as well. i said that we might have a problem with tooo many people coming to my place and we might cause a rucus or something. so i told him that to come alone and we might do it another time with him again. he replied ok with it.
so i waited for his text that he has already arrived at the time that we talked. about a quarter to midnight my mom woke and went to the john. so i was getting a bit jittery that she woke up. and then i received his text that he was already near at the designated place for us to meet up. i texted him to wait for a few minutes as my mom woke up suddenly. and he replied back that he'll wait.
so after a few minutes i went out to fetch him at the corner of the street where we agreed to meet up. i texted him that i was already there. he texted back for me to turn back and head towards where i came and in the shadows i saw a figure and it was him. he was 2 inches taller than me. and he was what i saw in the picture not unlike the others who looked cute in their pictures but otherwise looked differently in person.
we then proceeded to my place and straight to my room. once inside we kissed and hugged each other. he then stripped down to his butt naked self. and true to form, he was indeed gifted there. he then went near me and kissed me again and he stripped me down. then we proceeded to my bed and we lay in bed. kissing and hugging.
he was 5'7", slim/lean built, fair complexioned, smooth, and well-hung (7.5 x 4). his body was so hot. he was so horny as hell. i sucked his nipples, licked his ears and his armpits. played with sides and his belly button. then i proceeded rimming him and biting his buns. after the foreplays i went to his throbbing cock that was already wet with pre-cum. i licked his dickhead first then gobbled up all his manhood. bobbing up and down and releshing each moment.
after several blow jobs being done, he pulled me up and kissed and hugged me then he whispered in my ear that he wanted to fuck me. he said if i have any lube. i told him that i cant take his without a lube and i'd love to be fucked hard and loved to feel the pain. i went on all fours and he positioned himself at my back. the first try was hard as i havent been fucked for a few months now. i could feel his extra large cock head entering my asshole. i told him to slowly put it inside. and as my ass was adjusting to his large cock. then i told him to push it all in and push it to my deepest recesses. when i jave adjusted, he fucked he slow but with so much force and then it caught up speed. and i loved it. after several motions we then changed position from a doggie position to an ivy position. i was on the height of ecstasy.
then from an ivy position, we stood up and he fucked me from behind standing up with me facing the wall. then he brought me again to the bed and we did a victory position. as he fucked me, we kissed and i pinching his nipples. then he said that he was coming and i said to fuck me harder and deeper and to come inside me. and then he fucked faster and deeper and he moaned and then kissed and bit my lips. then he moaned and then i can fel his cock throbbing inside me and pulsating with every time he came. and then he slumped on top of me.
we kissed and hugged and he remained on top of me for a few minutes. then he lay beside me. we then rested for an hour and then we dressed up and he went home. he then texted that he had a wonderful time and wished that there would be another. i replied why not.
hugs and kisses,
tukso
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| Wednesday, April 30th, 2008
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5:55 pm - Carlo - the 7 incher Guy (part 2)
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dear diary,
am back after a long hiatus of sorts. well my sexlife has been always there its just me being tired of writing actually. so here it is again my life and the sexcapades that it entails.
last night was just like any ordinary night for me. went straight home from a new work here at boni near edsa. kindda tired so decided to just go home and sleep instead of watching a movie at sm north edsa or trinoma.
as i was at home resting, carlo, a young adult at the age of 21 who i did it before, texted and said if i was available to meet up with him... this is a guy who i see myself when i was his age. someone who is so horny and thinks only of having sex with people that he likes. so i texted back and told him that i am free for the night as well as my place, as my parents are in the province for two weeks.
so he texted that he will be at my place by around midnight. so i just waited for his text. at quarter to twelve midnight, he texted that he was outside of my place. and so i went to our gate and he wss there in the dark taking a piss and puffing a cig. i then waited for him to finish his piss and his cig. and then we went straight to my room.
As we got inside my room, he started undressing until he was totally buck naked, i handed him a short that i have prepared for him but he said that he didnt want it. then he lied at my bed and he invited me to join him. i was still dressed with my boxers. as i lay in bed with him. he told me to remove already my boxers and join him while kissing and hugging me with his raging hard on pressing to my tummy.
as i lay in bed with him totally naked beside him. we were just kissing and hugging and i told him that we should already sleep but he was persistent that he wanted to have sex. i could smell alcohol in his breath. he had a few drinks with his buddies that night. so we continued kissing, and he told me that he wanted me on top of him pressing him with my weight. then he told me to suck his nipples and his dick which i obligingly did.
as i ravaged his whole body and his throbbing 7 inch cock. he pulled me up again and he told me that he wanted to fuck me. and i let him. so he tried fucking me in different positions but we ended in me being on top of him. he lying down and me sitting on top of his fat large cock. i kindda had a hard time taking it in slowly as it has been a long time for me to have a cock inside me this big.
apparently not yet being happy with this kind of position. he yanked me out of bed and we went to the bathroom. at the bathroom he fucked me while we were under the shower standing up. after a few minutes of being fucked and showering. we went back to my bedroom.
and this time we did a victory position, he wanted his nipples to be played and sucked while he is fucking me. we went on with this position for some time. then i felt him pushing his throbbing cock inside me faster and he was also breathing faster and faster. until he came inside me with his pulsating cock. he stayed inside me after he came. and then he fucked again for a few more minutes until he came again.
then after our session we went to the bathroom and showered. then we went back to the room and he smoked. he called me to hug him tightly. after several puffs, we went to sleep.
hugs and kisses,
tukso
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| Sunday, January 27th, 2008
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2:18 am
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dear diary,
buhay pa ako hehehehehe...
nananahimik lang. magsusulat ulit soon
hugs and kisses,
tukso
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| Monday, October 8th, 2007
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1:43 pm
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dear diary,
Don't let someone become a priority in your life,
when you are just an option in their life...
Relationships work best when they are balanced.
hugs and kisses,
tukso
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| Friday, October 5th, 2007
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7:00 am
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dear diary,
we met. we went out. we confronted. we talked.
he admitted that he is a "kabit" (mistress) and that he knew what he was getting into that kind of relationship and it was fine with him.
we went home. he is drunk. he blurted that he didn't want to go home yet. he wanted to go to fahrenheit, to blue fairies or to wensha. he said "i want to have sex with somene.", to my face.
i fell silent and thought about it.
so he wants to have sex with a perfect stranger but he wouldn't have sex with me though we have gone out several times and he knew me and knew that i have been celibate since we knew each other because he didn't believe in casual sex.
so does that mean that i'm not worth having sex with him? that he is too good for me?
so it was the height of it all. it was a very strong slap to my face. i'm crying so hard, i'm having a difficult time breathing, i think my heart will burst. i can't handle it.
hugs and kisses,
tukso
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